Chapters in this book

1. Frontmatter i
2. CONTENTS v
3. THE RETURN (WHERE WE WERE & WILL BE AGAIN): AN ENTRY 1
4. THE PRETURN 11
5. IF WE WERE DEAD 41
6. JUANGO & ROLAND 42
7. THE PAST OF AN IMAGE 45
8. SPLITTING AIR 47
9. WHERE THE TIMID TAKE THEIR NOSES FOR A WALK 48
10. MIS CARRIED 49
11. FOR THE PEOPLE FROM THE STARS 53
12. INNER-CITY JUICE BOXES 55
13. BLEMISH (TITLED TWICE) 56
14. ACADEMIA DESCENDED: EMANCIPATORY LOVE WORDS 57
15. AHA! IN FRAGMENTS 58
16. READING DEBTS 59
17. TO BE SOFT 63
18. NECROPOLITICAL FEMINISM 64
19. LET’S TOUCH 65
20. INCOMPLETION AS VERSE 66
21. KIMCHI & TACOS 67
22. I GUESS I FORGIVE YOU 68
23. TITLED TWICE (BLEMISH) 71
24. LAS ELOISAS 72
25. WITH JUAN GABRIEL Y CAMILA 73
26. LONELINESS PROPERTY 75
27. FOG PLAY 76
28. SUDDENLY A SENSE 77
29. BROWN BOYS 81
30. FOUND IN UNDERTONE 83
31. FRIENDLESS 85
32. OOOOOOOOOOOOOO 86
33. OOOOOOOOOOOOOO 87
34. LA LUZ NOT MINE 88
35. WATCHING DREAMS CON LORD LYDIA 91
36. TAINTED LIVE WITH A DESK 92
37. SCORE FOR THE SAND 93
38. I REMEMBER US TALKING ABOUT LACAN THROUGH J 94
39. ANYBODY’S ANYBODY 95
40. THE EARLESS SHARK OR STILL A JANITOR’S KID 97
41. DECEMBER’S THIRD: THE ENDNOTE 101
42. FLAWED I’M POSSIBLE TOO OR FLAWED IMPOSSIBLE TO 102
43. THE FUTURE OF THE FUTURE 103
44. EPHEMERALITY’S BREEZE 105
45. EPHEMERALITY’S BREEZE 106
46. ALTAR GIRLS EN FAJARDO 108
47. END WITH BIRDS (ONCE WE ALL FLEW) 111
48. UNBODYING GRUNT 113
49. BASQUIAT’S RIDE 114
50. MOMENTUM’S SECRET 115
51. WITH WE 118
52. TEN SCENES IN GARGOYLES 119
53. PREMONITIONS: UNTURNED 125
54. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS 131
55. BIBLIOGRAPHY 133