Chapters in this book

1. Frontmatter i
2. Translators’ Foreword vii
3. Contents ix
4. List of Illustrations xi
5. Introduction. Miyazaki Tōten: The Dream and The Life xiii
6. 1. HALF MY LIFE A DREAM, I LONG FOR FALLEN BLOSSOMS 1
7. 2. MY NATIVE HILLS AND RIVERS 5
8. 3. MY FAMILY 8
9. 4. MIDDLE SCHOOL AND THE ŌE ACADEMY 11
10. 5. I ABANDON MYSELF TO DESPAIR 18
11. 6. I BECOME A CHRISTIAN 21
12. 7. CHANGES IN MY IDEAS, AND MY FIRST LOVE 31
13. 8. I SET MY COURSE 46
14. 9. I ENTER THE COUNTRY OF MY DREAMS 51
15. 10. FOUR WASTED YEARS 54
16. 11. I GO TO SIAM 65
17. 12. THREE MONTHS IN JAPAN AGAIN 80
18. 13. MY SECOND TRIP TO SIAM 96
19. 14. ALAS, YAZŌ DEAD! 108
20. 15. A NEW LIFE OPENS FOR ME 115
21. 16. I ENTER THE COUNTRY OF MY DREAMS A SECOND TIME 121
22. 17. SUN YAT-SEN, THE LEADER OF THE HSING-CHUNG HUI 130
23. 18. AMATEUR DIPLOMAT 141
24. 19. K’ANG YU-WEI ENTERS JAPAN 159
25. 20. OUR ACTIVITIES IN THE TROUBLED WORLD OF SOUTHEAST ASIA 173
26. 21. A DRAMATIC CHANGE 186
27. 22. OUR EXPEDITION TO THE SOUTH 199
28. 23. ARRESTED IN SINGAPORE 209
29. 24. GENERAL HEADQUARTERS ON BOARD THE SADO MARU 230
30. 25. THE FAILURE OF OUR PLANS 242
31. 26. MY LETTER TO SUN YAT-SEN 247
32. 27. THE HUICHOU INCIDENT 264
33. 28. I SING OF FALLEN FLOWERS 276
34. APPENDIX: FOUR PREFACES TO ORIGINAL EDITION 281
35. Index of Names 295
36. Backmatter 303